Ambitions…
Randy and I listened to a podcast yesterday from Mosaic called “Live Like it Matters” by Erwin McManus. I truly enjoy Erwin’s teaching. He is very unassuming and practical, yet his messages carry a depth that can be deceiving. He’s been teaching from Ecclesiastes these past few months – a book you don’t hear preached from often.
In “Live Like It Matters,” he talked about people who live in the “effect” without trying to discern the “cause.” Too often, this leads to a victim mentality, where it becomes easier to simply react to what life sends our way instead of learning and growing from each new experience.
Then there are those who live as though nothing matters, that what they do won’t change the way things are, and that life is merely an existence to get through each day. Solomon felt that way in this book, and concluded that “everything is meaningless” in this life lived under the sun.
I’ve met people like this, people who have no ambitions in life. They work in jobs with no future, and have no goals or dreams or plans to change their circumstances. Life is happening to them instead of them stepping out and making their life matter to those around them. When did ambition become so passe? When did Solomon’s depressed view of life filter into ours?
I saw a YouTube video today about the way people view time. Some view it with a past tense mentality, where they live on the glory days of the past. These are the people who preserve our legacies and keep traditions alive. Then there are those who live in the present, for the pleasure of the moment, in a hedonistic sense, like Solomon did. And lastly there are those with a future sense mentality, who live for what is yet to be. For the Christian, and other religions that teach life after death, the focus is future, this life is not the end, and their goals reflect that thinking.
Seen from the perspective of how one views time, it’s a little easier to understand why some people have little or no ambition. Those who want to preserve the past have some ambition to keep it relevant to each successive generation. Those who live for the present will be least concerned with the consequences of their actions. And those who live for the future, will set goals and strive to reach them.
I think we can be all of these at different times in our lives. I also think we can have all views at once, though I would bet one will be more dominant than the other. I see myself as one who wants to preserve the past in the stories I write, while keeping a steady eye on the future and seeking to fulfill the goals and dreams God has placed on my heart – to accomplish the work I believe He has given me to do. And there are days when I want to just enjoy the moment, and relish the pleasures found in right now. So maybe our view of time does affect our ambitions, or maybe more importantly, it affects what we might do with them.
I think we are born with a drive to do something, to see our lives have purpose. But somewhere along the way we can lose that desire and end up in the trap Solomon got caught in – the trap of living for himself and seeing nothing good in it. He couldn’t “live like it mattered” because nothing mattered to him. Until you get to the last chapter of the book of Ecclesiastes when Solomon finally admits that God is the reason for living after all.
Perhaps people who lose their ambitions in life, first lost their faith in what God has for them. Or maybe they never had any faith at all. Solomon knew the truth, yet Solomon lost what he’d known. In the end, I think he finally came around to see the truth again, that life does matter. That loving and serving God matters most of all.
It does.
We just need to live like it.
Selah~


We’re also in the middle of redoing our kitchen. One wall is painted – much work yet to do – and the first half of the new windows are in. They look great! I can’t wait to see the first floor finished tomorrow! Of course, the new windows need new blinds, and that means the walls need new paint, and well…one thing always leads to another, doesn’t it? Too many projects, too little money. :)
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My lilacs are in full bloom and the weather here has bypassed spring and decided to grace us with summer a month early. According to Google, the weather where my sons are in Los Angeles is the way it is supposed to be here right now. Perhaps the maps are confused…speaking of confused, did anyone see the pictures of the
The rest of the weekend saw more eating out with family and friends. (Whatever happened to my diet?) Then last night we got to reconnect with friends from South Carolina who were here for a visit. Kathy and I have been friends since Jr. High, I think. A forever friend and a prayer partner. One of God’s many blessings.
Today was a new adventure for me. I gave my first “keynote” speech, which meant I was the only featured speaker. The widow’s ministry at my church asked me to speak at their luncheon, and while I had never spoken to a crowd like that before, the idea had long intrigued me. I’ve been asked if I spoke a few other times, but nothing ever came of those questions. This time, I told the Lord, if I was asked again, I would say yes.
After the speech, the church held a booksigning and gave a discount to the ladies who bought the book. They ran out of Michal so were going to order more to have me sign on Sunday. It was truly a blessing to sit and talk to the women who came through with books, to learn their names, and have a few minutes with them. One had the most lovely German accent. And two women told me they visit my dad in the nursing home through the ministry at their campus (same church, different campuses.) I’m so glad to know that God is sending such people to keep my dad company now and then. How blessed to be part of a church family that cares for one another in such a way.

