Ah…misunderstandings…

I finished reading the book of Joshua last night and came across an interesting story. Let me share it with you ~

The Israelites had finished conquering the land of Canaan and were ready to settle down, so Joshua sent the tribes of Reuben, Gad, and the half tribe of Manasseh back across the Jordan River to the land Moses had given to them there. The rest of the 9 1/2 tribes settled on the west side of the Jordan, but these tribes settled to the east. Joshua blessed them for all of the help they had given their brothers during the conquest of Canaan. It was time for them to return home. So they went.

When they got to a city near the Jordan River, they built an imposing altar there before crossing over to the other side. Unfortunately, their fellow Israelites heard about the altar and the news sparked war!

Joshua 22:11-12 says, “And when the Israelites heard that they had built the altar on the border of Canaan at Geliloth near the Jordan on the Israelite side, the whole assembly of Israel gathered at Shiloh to go to war against them.”

Whoa! War over an altar? Why?

The thing is, God had set up certain standards for worship, and He expected the people to obey them. They were to worship and offer sacrifices at the tabernacle, and at this time, it was set up in Shiloh, a town on the west side of the Jordan. People would come from the other cities in Israel to worship there at specific times each year. The altar in Shiloh was the only altar meant for worship in the land. So when the men from the tribes of Reuben, Gad, and the half tribe of Manasseh built this huge altar near the Jordan, the action got the rest of the tribes all riled up and ready to fight.

Trouble was, they assumed something without really knowing the facts. They saw this big altar and well, what else are altars used for except sacrifice? So why build one unless you intend to use it for that very purpose? Nine and a half tribes assumed the worst and sent a delegation ahead to meet with the other two and a half tribes to see what was up, while the rest of their army stayed back ready for war.

To their credit, these nine and a half tribes checked their facts before going off half crazy and began shedding innocent blood. I wonder how often when presented with a situation we do the same thing. How easy it is to jump to conclusions when something looks suspicious or appears to go against what God intends in His Word. And we should hold His Word in the highest regard and be ready to defend and honor His Name. But, we must be cautious as well, especially when we are judging a fellow believer.

As it turned out, the delegation from the nine and a half tribes talked to their fellow Israelites. I’d like to say they sat down calmly and tried to find out their motives in a logical way, but the Scripture indicates otherwise.

“How could you break faith with the God of Israel like this? How could you turn away from the LORD and build yourselves an altar in rebellion against him now?”

Clearly, they were still angry and ready for a fight. They went on to give these wayward brothers of theirs a good lecture on why such a thing was offensive and could end up getting the whole nation in trouble. They feared judgment upon themselves, which I suspect was their main reason for confronting their brothers. They’d seen God’s wrath fall on the whole camp for the sin of a few or even one, and they didn’t want to go through that again. Who could blame them?

But they got it all wrong. The men of Reuben, Gad, and half of Manasseh replied, “”No! We did it for fear that some day your descendants might say to ours, ‘What do you have to do with the LORD, the God of Israel? The LORD has made the Jordan a boundary between us and you—you Reubenites and Gadites! You have no share in the LORD.’ So your descendants might cause ours to stop fearing the LORD.

“That is why we said, ‘Let us get ready and build an altar—but not for burnt offerings or sacrifices.’ On the contrary, it is to be a witness between us and you and the generations that follow, that we will worship the LORD at his sanctuary with our burnt offerings, sacrifices and fellowship offerings. Then in the future your descendants will not be able to say to ours, ‘You have no share in the LORD.’”

They built that imposing altar as a witness between their tribes. They feared they might be forgotten by the majority of the tribes because of the dividing river Jordan between them. Thus, the altar…and the huge misunderstanding.

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On a totally different note, the sun is shining outside my window on this Valentine’s Day making the snow sparkle and my mini roses are blooming. My sweet husband and one of my sons gave me chocolate today partly for Valentine’s Day and partly for my birthday. I decided that a birthday is better after the day is over when you can look back and reflect on all the good, all the blessings of the day, rather than living the day with our wide and varied expectations. :)

But I did have lunch with my parents at what is becoming a favorite restaurant – the Grand Traverse Pie Company – did you know they make cherry coffee? I had some in Traverse City, but never close to home. This could become a habit! And of course I brought home a pie…so we’ve covered three basic food groups so far – chocolate, coffee, and pie. That about says it all – misunderstandings notwithstanding. ;-)

Happy Valentines’ Day!

Birthday week…

I’m pampering myself this week since my birthday is Thursday. Yesterday, was more of a runaround day, and I hadn’t intended a visit to the chiropractor, but I’ve been experiencing a bit of numbness in my hands, so it was more of a necessity. He worked me over pretty well, and I’m feeling better today.

And today was the start of my pampering. :) Randy bought me a gift certificate for a spa facial and a spa manicure for Christmas and I had yet to schedule the appointment. So I decided my birthday week was as good a time as any. I’ve never had a facial, and I must say, this will not be my last! What a wonderful experience! Randy researched several local spas and this one was a great choice. I decided to continue the pampering and go back in two weeks for a spa pedicure too. :)

Tomorrow I’m getting a therapeutic massage – that’s more for some physical muscle tension issues than pampering, but hey – it’s still a great way to relax – something I’m working on improving. Stress too easily tightens my muscles. I’m praying God will teach me to rest more literally in Him.

In the meantime, I’m almost finished with my changes for Michal so I can send it to my editor. I want to read it one more time after this, but that should go quicker. I’m grateful for this chance because I’ve found a few places where I could deepen the emotion, and I’m happier with the results than what I had before. So that’s cool. :)

Thursday I get to have lunch with my folks. I’m so grateful they are still here to share not only lunch but life with me. They’re the best! I’ve picked out a favorite local restaurant known for their pies. Pie is one of the basic food groups in my family. :) I’m thinking about the three-berry one…

And then there was the bucket of Dove chocolates my sister sent me that started my week. Chocolate is another of those basic food groups…and breakfast blend coffee…of course, fruits and vegetables have a place in there somewhere.

We had our meeting for Israel on Sunday and found out we’ll be eating some amazing food there too. It is a good thing we are going to be doing a lot of walking…I can already see ten pounds with my name on it! I don’t want to go there. :)

But I’m getting pretty excited about Israel! Friday is shopping day to pick up the rest of the stuff we still need to go. I still can’t believe we’re going to actually do this. I’ll be “unplugging” for 8 days – don’t know if I can go that long without talking to my kids – I’ll probably have to call at least once. Part of being a mom, yes? :)

And tonight, I’m watching the end of American Idol, so I better post this and say goodnight ~

The why and what of Bible stories…

Normally, before I turn out my bedside lamp, I read a few pages, perhaps a chapter from the book I’m currently reading – usually a novel. I do my Bible study most often in the morning or at lunch time so at night I unwind with fiction. But these past few days I’ve had a hunger to read the Old Testament and last night found me in the book of Joshua.

Because I write Biblical fiction, I’m alert to what others have to say about this genre. And sometimes I hear or read the comment that “I would rather just read the Bible than fiction” or “The real story in Scripture is better” and so on. I would heartily agree!

But have you never read a story in the Bible and imagined yourself there? Have you never asked, “Why would this person have acted that way?” Or “What made this person tick?” Or thought how very much like us people were 3000 or so years ago? Questions like these are what drive a Biblical novelist to pursue this genre, to take a story in Scripture and imagine what might have been. That’s what happened when I read David’s story years ago and why I write Biblical fiction now. My imagination wants to put me there.

In reading the story of Joshua, I noticed two things I hadn’t seen before. One was how often God spoke to him and said, “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.” Was Joshua easily frightened? Did he lack normal courage? Or was his mission so outside anything he was used to, so fraught with danger, that God had to remind him again and again of His presence?

The other was the lack of mention of Joshua’s family. I searched Chronicles for his genealogy and the book of Joshua for some mention of a wife or children and so far I haven’t found any. Interesting how I could read the book several times in years past and never have noticed this before.

The great thing about the Bible, God’s Holy Word, is that we can never exhaust its depths. A child can grasp the stories in the simplest way, yet the person with the greatest I.Q. can never fully understand it.

So I’m thrilled when I hear someone say they would rather read the Bible than anything else. But I do not believe that means they could or should never read fiction. If apologist Biblical fiction can bring greater understanding to a timeless tale or prick the imagination to cause the reader to want to read the corresponding Scripture passage, then it has served a purpose. And for the writer of Biblical fiction, they have the distinct joy and privilege of plumbing the Scriptures to find out little things like “why did God need to keep reminding Joshua to be courageous?” or “why is there no mention of a family?”

And while a preacher might ask the same questions and come up with practical applications for today, a novelist will ask those questions and then take you to live their answers in an imaginative way. Each has a place and we can benefit from both as long as they take us back to the original story in Scripture.

What questions do you ask when you read the stories of real people in God’s Word? Drop me a line at jewordsmith at gmail dot com and tell me – and let me know what Bible characters intrigue you most?

Thanks!

For God so loved…

Love is a popular word this time of year with Valentine’s Day just around the corner. (One of my favorite days.) :) Songwriters, poets, and everyone from infants to the aged know at a heart level that love is important. They may not understand it, may misconstrue it, may even scoff at it, but deep down everyone needs and longs to be loved.

The trouble with the English language is that we have only one word for love, and we use it to describe everything from love for a person to love for some type of food group. We love movies and books and toys and sports and children and husbands or wives and parents, all using the same word, and sometimes with even the same intensity – though hopefully, we love people more than we love things.

In the Greek language, they had several words to describe varying degrees of love: Eros, Phileo, and Agape.

Eros denotes sensual passion, where we derive the word “erotic” – the kind of “love” seen on TV and in movies, the type that finds people in bed together on the first date. Lust would be a more accurate description of this often misused assumption of love.

Phileo carries a meaning of brotherly love, the kind we feel for good friends or certain family members. Strong feelings of affection accompany this term, and is useful for describing most of our interpersonal relationships. It is a human love based on human emotions.

Agape is humanly impossible, God-like love – that unconditional love which values, esteems, delights in, and shows concern for others regardless of the other person’s condition. Agape is self-sacrificing for the beloved, even to the point of laying aside the rights, ambitions, hopes, and needs of his own. It is seen most vividly in a well-known Bible verse…

John 3:16 “For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life.”

For God so loved…He gave…

For God so loved…He sacrificed all He held dear for the sake of those He loved…

So often today people equate love with a feeling. They love chocolate because it tastes good, puppies because they’re warm and cuddly, comedies because they make them laugh, people because they make them feel good, sex because it turns them on, drugs because they make them high…we can love anything and do based on how it affects us, how it makes us feel. Both Eros and Phileo deal in such emotions.

Agape, on the other hand, is not based on feeling or on what the loved one can do for us. Agape loves in spite of, not because of.

“But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” Romans 5:8

“Agape (Love) is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. (I Corinthians 13:4-8a)

Or put another way…“Love is very patient and kind, never jealous or envious, never boastful or proud, never haughty or selfish or rude. Love does not demand its own way and will hardly even notice when others do it wrong. If you love someone, you will be loyal to him no matter what the cost. You will always believe in him, always expect the best of him, and always stand your ground in defending him. Love never fails.” Living Bible paraphrase

God is Agape love. The object of His love is the world; the sacrifice, His only Son; the purpose, so that we might live trough Him.

Eros is easy to succumb to as it resides in the basest of human desires.
Phileo takes more effort, but is possible because it reflects the needs of the one doing the loving over the one receiving the love.
Agape is not possible in our own strength for any length of time. Agape is only possible through the grace given to us in Christ. “We love because He first loved us.” 1 John 4:19

Only one has lasting value…

Feeling blue…

It must be the weather – we haven’t seen the sun in days and like the small rose bush in my window, I need sunlight now and then – today especially. I don’t have a good reason to feel blue, but I told the Lord that I needed some encouragement today. Weird how that is. So Tiger is purring on my lap cuddling. Perhaps he’s one small answer to my prayer. :)

The other problem is that I’m having a few health issues – nothing serious, just annoying. And I haven’t written anything new in a few days. That happens when writers get busy editing or critiquing. But I’m wired so that I get crabby if I don’t create a fictional scene now and then. It’s definitely time. :)

But while I’m still in editing mode, I’ve been thinking about David and all the struggles he endured. How wonderful of the Lord to preserve so many of David’s writings for us in the Psalms. One I came across today matches perfectly with something the Apostle Paul taught in Ephesians 4.

David said: “In your anger do not sin; when you are on your beds, search your hearts and be silent. Selah” Selah means stop and think about it.

The Ephesians passages states: “In your anger do not sin”: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.” (Eph. 4:26-27)

In the first part Paul is quoting David – “In your anger do not sin.” He didn’t say we should never be angry, but rather when you are angry, don’t let that anger lead you to doing something sinful. How does anger lead one to sin?

The obvious way is lost temper or boiling rage that turns violent. We see it in movies and on TV all the time, and far too many people deal with it on a daily basis in abuse either at work, school, or home.

But why does Paul specifically tell us not to go to bed angry? His own answer is so that we don’t give the devil a foothold. So how does that happen?

Something happens to anger when we let it fester. It can slowly boil like bubbling liquid at the bottom of a covered cook pot until it grows so hot it spews its acid contents to anyone unfortunate enough to be standing nearby when it blows. Or it can simmer softly, unnoticed, feeding itself on garbage until it creates its own bitter poison.

Anger turned outward shows itself in wrath, malice, sarcastic unkindness, and a critical spirit. Anger turned inward leads to bitterness, resentment, and depression.

That’s why David admonishes his listeners to search their hearts and Paul tells us not to go to bed angry. Letting anger go unchecked is like opening the door to a killer with a gun and inviting him inside. We give the devil a toehold into our hearts, and he does not enter empty handed. While there, he plants seeds of bitterness which spring up into choking, thorn-coated vines meant to choke us, as surely as that loaded pistol in the hands of a killer is meant to murder us. Whether by rage or depression our spirits are crushed by unresolved anger. No wonder two such wise men of God warned against the misuse of it!

The scary part about anger is that we can get quite used to suppressing it without realizing what we are doing, and not notice the devil’s foothold until he’s gained greater access, poking his whole leg through the door. Perhaps that’s why David said to examine our hearts when we’re laying on our beds and think about it. In a later Psalm David also asked God to search his heart to see if there was any wicked way in him, to lead him to the way everlasting.

Sometimes the blues can indicate a seed of depression, but today I’m just having one of those need-some-encouragement moments. And I would dearly love to see the sun shine…but that said, things are never as discouraging as they seem.

Just writing this post fueled my creative juices just a bit. And the sun may come out tomorrow after all. :) If it does, perhaps my little roses will bloom again.

Superbowl and such…

I’m sitting in a fairly quiet house except for the Super Bowl on the TV and Rock Band coming from an upstairs bedroom. One son is having a mini party that somehow does not include football. Shocking, I know…

The truth is I’m not a big football fan either, but my husband is, so I’m sitting in the same room with him and looking through catalogs, sorting papers, writing a blog post, and watching some of the goofier commercials. I like the one with the squirrel and the nut and the screaming. If you missed it, I’ve heard you can watch all the commercials on MySpace.

Tomorrow I’m meeting with some local fiction authors for the first time in ages! Years ago there used to be a writers’ group in my area, but it slowly fizzled and it never was devoted completely to fiction. This group is what we hope will be the start of an American Christian Fiction Writers chapter. But for now I’m just happy to have the chance to meet other fiction writers in person!

Last night Randy and I went to see the movie Atonement. I’d wanted to see it a few weeks ago but it had left the theater in our area. Then when I went to check on a different movie, I saw it was back! So we went and we were not disappointed. The movie employs a number of different story techniques, which end up a bit surprising. But I don’t want to spoil it for those of you who might still want to see it, so that’s all I’ll say.

I baked two types of cookies this weekend. Friday I made chocolate chip and today, Snickerdoodles. Interesting little known fact – if you accidentally put two teaspoons of baking soda into the batter of Snickerdoodles instead of the one it calls for, it does not change the cookie. Maybe it tastes even better! I’m not exactly sure why I did that. It called for 2 teaspoons of cream of tarter, but somehow I thought it also wanted 2 of baking soda. I thought about doubling the recipe to fix the error but then decided that sometimes mistakes are the mother of invention. And my new and improved Snickerdoodles taste just fine, thank you! :)

I heard from my editor last week, so will be working on her suggested changes to Michal this week. She said Michal will release March 1, 2009! I can’t wait to see it in print! And more than that, I’m looking forward to enjoying every step of the process that takes a book from contract to print. What an adventure!

Speaking of adventures – only one month until Israel! I’m making all sorts of plans on how to occupy myself on a 12-hour plane flight. (There is no way I will sleep the whole way.) So I bought a book I’m looking forward to reading – A Passion Most Pure by Julie Lessman – and I’m planning to brainstorm another Biblical novel or two. I didn’t want to take my laptop for fear of having something happen to it, but I think I might take my AlphaSmart. On the other hand, a regular notebook isn’t a bad idea either. In any case, I’m getting excited!

I did some reading last night about David’s flight from King Saul and the king’s crazed desire to kill David. My next scene in my current wip Abigail is set in En Gedi, one of the places we will visit. In my research, I can see this place, not only in pictures but in vivid descriptions, but nothing can beat seeing it in person. I look forward to what God has for us there. I’ve heard it said that a trip to Israel is life-changing. And how can it not be? To walk where Jesus walked…to see, feel, taste, and touch the place where He spent His earthly life…I’m looking forward to this trip. And of course, prayers for our safety and health are greatly appreciated!

Well, the Patriots just scored their second touch-down and are ahead by 4. I suppose I should watch the last few minutes. :)

Happy Sunday~ (And Happy Birthday to my friend Maureen!)