How much we owe…
“When I stand before the throne
Dressed in beauty not my own;
When I see thee as thou art,
Love thee with unsinning heart;
Then, Lord, shall I fully know—
Not till then—how much I owe.”
This quote was part of a devotional by Charles Spurgeon taken from a website that showcases his morning and evening devotionals. Read today’s devotional here.
It is good to think about how much we have been given and how much we owe the Lord. Mr. Spurgeon pointed out that God could have chosen to give us the crumbs of his table or a small portion of his possessions and we would have still been unbelievably rich. Yet He did not stop there. He chose instead to give us all things freely by His grace. In Him we live and move and have our being. He has made us joint-heirs with Christ – not hired servants or slaves – joint heirs with the Son He loves.
We have a hard time comprehending this because we tend to think of this earth as all there is. Even when we know in our hearts that heaven is real and life here is temporary, we often get caught up in the now, forgetting how much He has given to us and how much it cost Him.
To quote Spurgeon again, “He has emptied all his estate into the coffers of the Church, and hath all things common with his redeemed. There is not one room in his house the key of which he will withhold from his people. He gives them full liberty to take all that he hath to be their own; he loves them to make free with his treasure, and appropriate as much as they can possibly carry. The boundless fulness of his all-sufficiency is as free to the believer as the air he breathes.”
And why does He love the church like this? Why did He sacrifice His very life for her?
“That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish.” Ephesians 5:27
Someday as His bride we will inherit all the good things He has prepared for us. In the meantime, we’re to live to find out what pleases the Lord, to reprove evil and expose darkness. To walk as wise, not fools, with loving, discerning hearts.
We need such discernment more than ever these days. I read an article today that said 56% of Americans now believe that homosexuals cannot change their behavior, that it’s just who they are. In 2001, 45% felt that way, and in 1998 only 36% believed that way. The article quoted a gay minister who was pleased with these findings, as though popular opinion somehow makes homosexual lifestyle acceptable. He said,
“Until the church changes, this debate will go on and on and on,” he said. “Once the church changes, it’ll be over.”
Once the church changes? The church Christ bought with his own blood? The church He is purifying and loving that He might present her to himself without even a spot or wrinkle? The church that He told to have nothing to do with such works of darkness but rather expose them, reminding us that we, too, were once children of darkness?
The article also mentioned a former lesbian woman who became a Christian and did change her behavior. Because of the controversial debate, we forget that some sins become so entrenched they seem impossible to change. Is an alcoholic or an abuser or a killer born that way? Can they help who they are? Is an arrogant man or a malicious gossip fixable? Is pride curable? In fact, we are all born in sin.
This former lesbian overcame her sinful behavior when she came to faith in Christ. In fact, “overcomers” is a term used in Scripture to describe all believers. Once we are saved and part of His church, we have His power and sufficiency to overcome whatever we are struggling with, whatever sin so easily besets us. Then we are to walk as children of light and to pray for and reach out to those still caught in such darkness.
“Until the church changes?” May it never be!
I have one thing to say to this gay minster, Rev. White – this debate will never be over because the true church will never change.
The true church, made up of sinners of every degree, some former homosexuals, will someday –
“…stand before the throne
Dressed in beauty not our own;
When we see thee as thou art,
Love thee with unsinning heart;
Then, Lord, shall we fully know—
Not till then—how much we owe.”







